What does one do when their car is in the shop, their computer is just about worthless, their refrigerator freezes everything on the bottom, the freezer is almost frozen shut, the couch is falling apart... I am falling apart, Kyle is falling apart, there is hardly time to breath, I have so much homework to do but I can't do it and I don't know how I will catch up!! What does one do?
Oh Oh I know, I know, pick me, pick me! I know!!
One, thank the lord they have a car to break down, thank the lord I am able to buy a new computer, thank the lord that I have money to buy the food to get frozen in my fridge and stuck in my freezer! Thank the lord I have time to sit on my couch, thank the lord I am here and feeling and am able to tell I am falling apart and that Kyle is falling apart. Thank the lord we are so loved that we have so much going on! In short.... I have nothing to complain about, even if it may sometime seem like I do! Instead I have to sit back and think of all the wonderful blessings I have. I have 4 wonderful men in my life... Kyle who is so sweet and loving in every way! Who supports me and is there for me through everything, good moods and bad... Fun times and sad, my rock, my man! He does more around the house than any other man I know, he is the best, most loving, involved father there ever is, was or will be. Braxten, who keeps you smiling and keeps you real, doesn't let you slip up and is always there to act out something he has seen or heard. Watch your self around him, it will come back to you! Gannon, who has been put here to have fun, doesn't matter what he is doing or who he is with, he is here to have fun, he is such a boy and yet is so tender and sweet and full of love. Than there is Jackson, perfect baby in every way, so easy you don't ever have to fret over him, happy as can be no matter what (unless he is hungry) smart, smiling, and talking you through everyday. How can one person deserve all of this!! Sorry... Just thought I would give myself a little pep talk!! Anyway, I know that now that I have three kids life is going to get so much more hectic and things are going to go wrong and I am all for it, this fall is going to be crazy with Braxten wanting to do football and Gannon wanting to do soccer.... there will be points where I will complain, but I know it can always be worst and I will stop and think about all of this the next time as well!! Until than... I am going to be doing dishes, laundry, homework, workbooks with boys, getting ready for the yardsale, camping, lagoon, school, camping some more! I will get lost in life... Thats what its here for!!
14 years ago

1 comments:
you truly have a way with words. We all need these reminders now and again!!!
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