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I still have a lot to post about... Especially this crazy month of October, but I can't think enough to post anything, so I found this and thought it was fun... Enjoy, or don't, I am not trying to tell you what to do :)

Countdown- a Survey

No tag here... I borrowed this from someone, who borrowed it from someone else. If ya wanna do it, feel free to borrow it yourself.

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Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
1. Remember when I used to babysit you? And spend the night and play for hours?
2. I couldn't go a day without you, EVER.
3. I don't know why we drifted apart....
4. You're more patient with me than I deserve.
5. I miss the times we used to spend together every morning... talking and driving before school
6. I love you no matter what you do, and believe it or not it hurts me more than it hurts you...
7. I am conflicted and I need to talk to you!
8. If you could just see me now :)
9. YOU are the only one who can do anything about your problems
10. I want to be your friend but I don't know how?

Nine Things About Myself:
1. I have been banned from making crafts by my husband because I don't like anything I make, EVER and I just get down on myself
2. I sing as loud as I possibly can in the car or anywhere else where no one can hear me
3. I don't wear jewelry, not even my wedding ring anymore, I am trying to change that.
4. I am still incredibly scared by a movie and a ghost story I heard from childhood, that aren't even really that scary...
5. I overuse words sooo much until I am so sick and tired of hearing them that I make myself stop (right now I say seriously, and really, and obviously ALOT)
6. I have 2 words that no matter what I spell wrong, I know they are wrong but I don't change the spelling... It's alot and kindof... they should be spelled that way K!
7. I can remember the oddest specific details of little things but I can't remember what I am supposed to be doing from one moment to the next.
8. I don't have it together as much as everyone thinks I do.
9. I have gotten 2 B's and the rest A's in my college career but I almost didn't graduate high school

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
1. If you just Just randomly think of me and let me know...
2. Make me laugh
3. Be loyal
4. Let me act like a complete idiot without making me feel like a complete idiot
5. Laugh with me
6. Go along with my adventures that I want to try and be on board for being spontaneous with me.
7. Talk to my children... like actually acknowledge and talk to my children
8. Let me talk and vent to you

Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. Am I messing up my kids because of the kind of parent I am
2. I wonder what Kyle's doing right now?
3. What all do I need to get done before tomorrow?
4. What didn't I do yesterday that I needed to do?
5. I wonder what so and so is doing
6. What are they all thinking of me?
7. I am going to stop caring what people think of me, I am not going to let them hold me back

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1. Use the restroom
2. Look in the mirror
3. check on my babies
4. Make sure my phone is on
5. Turn on the boys monitor
6. FREAK OUT about every little sound I do (and don't) hear.

Five People Who Mean a Lot:
1. Kyle
2. Braxten
3. Gannon
4. Jackson
5. Mom and Dad

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now:
1. black socks
2. brown ponytail holder
3. PJ Shirt
4. sweats

Three Songs I Listen to a Lot: [at the moment]
1. Flobots- Handlebars
2. Akon- Sorry Blame it on Me
3. M.I.A.- Paper Planes

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. Hold every single one of my grand babies and great grand babies
2. Travel with Kyle

One Confession:
1. I cried today... And it didn't even have to do with me!